Into the great unkown

So onward into the great unknown places of self.

So I have written a bit about this spiritual awakening I have been having lately. Well sometimes I think, "Am I really changing that much, or am I just seeing what I want to see?" Well this last week I got my answer. Two friends that have known me for a while, both told me they see huge changes in me. This is great news, now I just have to keep the momentum going, so to speak.

So part of my transformation I am doing, is I have started meditating daily... 15 min at a time. I got a meditation CD with Abraham's words on it. It is for letting your resistance go, to get into your vortex of creation. Well it is working AMAZINGLY! I feel so connected and happy!

I find myself doing dishes and singing, with no music on. I find myself walking through the store and just smiling, for no real reason. I find myself humming for no reason. I feel that same feeling you get when you first fall in love, but this time there is no "special someone" that can let me down, or break my heart... this is my falling in live with life, with me!

Now there are some on my life I feel like are acting on auto pilot, and seem to want me to engage in harsh words, judging others, seeing our differences... well if they knew what I have learned lately, they would not want the world to change, or people to be anything other than who they are. I suppose I should send them love and light and realize, they are not enlightened yet, and they will not be unless THEY chose to be. You can not force enlightenment on others, they have to find it themselves. I thin this is a big lesson for me these days, trying to figure out who I can introduce to this stuff, and who I might out to just leave them be. I have noticed also that certain people are kind of falling out of my life, those that have nothing to focus on but the negative, are just kind of falling away. Fine by me, because I am learning to be selfish in that I WILL NOT focus on your negative views, because they harm me, and my deliberate creations I am creating now.